goodbye, anticipation, disappointment, old friends.

finally, it's time to leave. The summer is over, soon the fun will begin.

I said goodbye tonight to my grandparents & every time it seems to get more difficult. Will it be the last time I say goodbye? They are so precious to me. My grandpa hardly knows anything anymore, he is very clumsy & finally got a cane- at a yard sale- he's officially an old man now. It's sad, but beautiful. In Proverbs, it says that gray hair is an elders crown. It is true. It shows wisdom.

I am rather disappointed at how this summer turned out, but a little relieved. Once again, it won't be difficult for me to say goodbye to anyone other than my parents & grandparents. (and a few from my church family) At least it's not hard on me or anyone else. I am thankful, but wish I had memories to look back on from this summer that included others. There were a few fun nights, yea, but no friends that will last through this next semester. I am thankful for constant people that love the Lord that live in Bowling Green, I am thankful for my support.

My bike is strapped onto my car.. which means I am ready to drive to Bowling Green. -it's about time-

There are still piles around the house, but they are piles that are recognizable. It's a start.

I am leaving tomorrow morning & hopefully going to have breakfast with my mother. That should be interesting... Maybe she will be nice due to my leaving.

I was supposed to have breakfast with a friend, my previous manager from Roundhill General Store, Ursula. She is such a godly woman. She and her husband got a divorce. How can such a horrible thing happen to a family that seemed so beautiful & full of love, when actually it was full of deceit. How pathetic. Unfortunately, she did not call me back, so I guess breakfast will have to wait for another time. She is such a strong woman, I look up to her a lot! She still has her job and I think two kids, who adore her. I miss her.

The phone just rang.. I waited in anticipation. why? Who is it I wish was on the other line? I am ridiculous & very random.


Book to read: "I heart Bloomberg" - Melody Carlson.