& it happens again...

The thing that frustrates me the most.. is when people act one way a certain day and then completely change their personality toward me.

There are so many guys that lie about who they are. They seem overjoyed to be able to walk you to your dorm, car, class, or random place you are going at night. But two weeks later, they are done. You don't need their protection or care any more. I understand that I can take care of myself, and I am not saying that I need a guy to escort me to the place I am headed, but if you offer and think it is necessary, don't stop randomly. It makes it seem like you stopped caring, or I am not worth your time.

I have a few awesome brothers who will do anything for anyone at any time of day. But there are those few who put on a mask to get you think they are a gentleman, when really, they aren't. I think this is why I often deal with the issue of confidence. (or maybe it just adds to the problem) when a guy makes me think that I am so special that they would take time out of their busy schedule to make sure I am safe, then later I find myself walking to the parking structure one late night, it seems as if I don't matter. That is quite devastating.

I can count at least five "boys" who have done this. It's just getting old.

I am thankful for my brothers who care for everyone and have a heart for Christ and people. But I am sick of those who are posing. It's simply annoying.