Healing.

Something exciting has happened. When I least expected it.. and with news that would have made me upset a few months ago. With this info and this random moment when the sun was shining on a beautiful day - the Lord healed my heart. It is not completely healed - and I am sure this is going to be a long process. But yesterday I let go, I gave up trying to fix how I was hurt last spring. It was a big deal, but now... I give it up to Him.

Do not worry about anything, but in everything through prayer and petition let your requests be made known to God and the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your heart in Christ Jesus.

I read this verse before I went and took my test in News Editing. But after a few more things happened that day - I realized that it is true when it says.. IN EVERYTHING. through prayer and petition. and also the whole.. don't worry about ANYTHING. this is in life - with tests and matters of the heart. God is for us. Trust Him. Which brings me to the next few verses that mean a lot.

Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not rely on your own understanding; think about Him in ALL your ways, and He will guide you on the right paths.

Sometimes it seems hard to know which is the best way to go. But there is hope if you trust.

So. something wonderful has happened. I am no longer bitter & don't really care about things that have hurt me in the past. Like i said... I am not saying it didn't happen or that it didn't hurt - which just brings more glory to God. He was able to heal me & I finally let Him. And will continue to.