today has been absolutley beautiful. Wonderful weather, great company, and a safe trip to Louisville for acts 1:8 orientation. It is actually kind of weird. As many know I am usually a really shy person but for some reason ... I guess since a lot of us are in the same place - we all connect. I am so excited about spending my summer with such encouraging brothers and sisters that truely want to know me and hear my heart. And I can't wait to hear more from everyone. For some reason the atmosphere is just different .. Different from church or bcm. It's automatically inviting because we all have to and are willing to be vulnerable in order to grow closer. It is kind of sad that I don't get to hang out with everyone until LTC but.. All summer will be spent growing and serving with people who have close to the same dreams and aspirations as me- to reach the world for Christ. And there is a sense of urgency almost..

We will get to know everyone more later but this weekend was sort of the ice breaker .. The time we all got to spend time getting to know other people.. I was nervous that I was the only one coming from western.. But it has forced me to come out of my shell the moment I get around this group..

And that brings me to a thought.. Why does it take this setting and this group for me to be the real, fun, silly emily? I should break out wherever I am... Because that shows the real, vulnerable, screw up, Christ seeking person that I am.. And that can only point to the Lord...
So.. I am going to be like little miss Harrod and offer a challenge- but I guess it is just to myself.. Be open, honest, truthful, and joyful everyday so others can see your heart and passion for knowing Christ... That is one thing that is definitely not lacking in this hotel with this beautiful group of people. I can't wait to dive in this summer with them. I know this has been and will be a life- changing summer and help me continue to learn more about my purpose and God's plan for me.. I mean I never thought I would ever be here.. Where else is He going to take me... Well I know one thing, I can't wait to find out